Yes friends I am talking about jealousy.
Don't pretend that you have never felt the heat of envy.
Trust me you can say you haven't until you are blue in the face but no one believes you.
I will honestly admit to being very jealous of my published blog friends.
I think its a natural reaction!
I would like to be published someday and their success is like a little ray of hope
but somedays when I can't seem to put a thought together
I feel that green monster tapping me on the shoulder
I am not mean jealous like wishing someone harm or failure
I am the damn it I wish it was me jealous
I will also admit to being jealous of people who are lucky
that person who always seems to fall in a shit hole and come out with a new suit?
People like that drive me crazy!
Most days I am quite content with my status in life
I love my family
my children are happy
I hate my job but I at least have a job
I live in a nice house in a nice neighborhood
But somedays I say "Golly Gee Wilikers I wish that was me?"
Actually its more like "Why the ham and cheese can't that be me?"
Alright fine its more like "Wahhhhh sniff cry Why the F can't that be me?"
Today I would like to say to all of my awesome first time published blog friends.....
Screw you I hate you all!
Thanks for sharing your road to publication with us
Somedays I am green with envy
But most days you give me hope!
Have a Wonderful Wednesday!